Saturday, September 11, 2010

susah2...adei..xda mood nk raye

Ari rabu mlm dh lik kmpg...hmm...mula2 best je rase lik kmpg cz ak rindu kt atuk aku...tp smpai kmpg je sdih plak rase....mane xnye atuk ak sesorg je..sian dia...dh la tggu anak2 ye yg laen balek...hmm..tmenung je atuk///waaaa....memg sdih tgk..ak taw atukku sunyi...andai atukku ble duduk bsame kuargaku mest best..tahla....cm sian je dia...ari akhir puasa duduk kt ruang tamu smbil pndg je pintu pagar kt luar tu..menunggu dan trus menunggu anak2nya...waaa...cm nk nangs ak tgk..hmm...pe la slhnye lik awal/...lupakanlah sengketa yg lalu....adik beradik an xble nk gadoh lame2...hmm...xphm la ak...tp ak n adk2 ak pn kadg2 gaduh gak...rsau gak jd cm tu...i hope not lo...hmm,...smoga adk2 ku phm situasi dri msg2..

Then esok nye raye....waaa...ak tlmbat bgun plak pg raye yg ptama...hehehe...kol 8lbih bru bgun...aduyai..lena habs la tdoq...mane xnye mlm tut do lmbt...huhuhu..last2 bgun pn lmbt la..aiya...tp siries pg raye tu rase cm xraye lgsg...huhu...gua pn nggak taw napa...may be mood rya tiada dlm dri gua...bju raye pn wa xpkai lo....wahahaha....tah pape tah an...mcm xda makna lak thun ni..pelik gler....hmm..mlm tu bru la gerak p umah sdare wa....tp de prob is 1 buah umah sak...so wa mlas ar nk pakai bju raye..wa pn dgn slumber jekkkk...wa pkai t-shirt n suar slack adk laki wa punya...hihii///tahla...xda mood ar..tah pape tah...tp mak wa tetibe marah...

Mak ckp “pkai la bju kurg....mcm mak ayh xblikan je baju raye...malu la mak kalo org tgur t/....hmm...plik la....wt pen k malu...lantak p la depa nak ck papa....ada aku kesah.....huh....lalu wa pn b taw mak wa...”mak ila xksah la....lgpun ila mls nk pkai bju raye...xda mood nk raye lgsg....”
Tp wa sdih doh...mane xnye...mak wa kate dia malu cz wa xpkai bju raye je...hmm...nk kuar air mata wa mlm td....huaaaa....tp wa sabar je la...xble nk ckp pe....pastu mak ckp kt ayh...hen ayah ckp “biarla dia nk paki tshirt,,,..mlm2 xksah la...” ,,kah3....lalu ati wa rase tenang skit dgr ayah wa ckp gtu...huh....

Sdih ooo....mak ckp cm tu....sob =’( ....xpela...wa xksah...wa memg selekeh pn....selekeh gler kot...smpai p kuliah pon pkai siper toilet..last2 kne tegur lak time tu....dak laki klas wa pn pkai siper toilet p kuliah...kah3....memg sedap ark ne tegur...tp ikhlas dr hati wa....xpnah pn tlintas tuk menghina ilmu dgn memakai siper jamban...waa...wa pkai pn cz atas sbb slesa je...xda sbb laen taw...tu yg wa pans ati bila dgr lecturer kate siper jamban seolah2 menghina ilmu ..huh...wa xble trime....wa akan buktikan yg wa pkai siper jamban cz ats dasar selesa...titik....hehehehe/...mood xnk dtg...mood raye xde...so dpt wit raye pn feeling xlg cm dlu...wahahaha...byk prob lo;..sush2...

Duit wa xda dh....hmm..sush2...pas raye masuk u wa kne tahan mkn....biar la....wa janji n berazam pas raye wan k stdy!stdy1!stdy! nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn stdy...xmao dh pkir benda xgne n buang mase serta bodoh ...kah3...sbnrnye wa saket ati dgn seseorg....hmm....tp tahla..xgne wa ckp...dia pn xbace blog wa....ske ati dia la...bkn seng nk cari org yg syg dri kite...tp kalo xhargai xda gne ...hmm..n bkan senang nk cri org cm wa tuk jd gf..kah3....lantak p la depa..malas dh nk layan...xgne punye budak....hahahahahaha..geram2///huhu....ok la...dh melalut...huhu...papepun i have a long journey to make my life better ,better n more better for my future...soal bf ni...hmm..lantak p la...xksah dh...may be 1 ari nnti kalo ad org propose...wa trime .....tp bkn senang tk wa trime...wahahaha.....not all of u can be my lovely person..huhuhu...kite tggu je nooo...hahaha..ok ...t wa tulis g...hihi..

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

1sept yg bahgia....sedih...n saket ati

pg2 je kne p klas...tp pg2 lg dh saket prut...haha....smpai xda tenaga kt klas...smpai ngantuk...huhuhuhu....pg2 lg dh dpt duit raye walaupon om raye....

kol 10 ada lab..pergh....time lab la yg plg ak xske....rini nye lab hancuq....xtaw la cm ne nk present....hmmm.....dh la lmbt lik .....aduyai....stdy tuk test pn xbyk mase...hmm...

bila test mlm lak...naykitkan ati je....mcm xda kusi len nk duduk...xslah kan xduduk sbelah2 pn...wajig=b ke nk duk sbelah2?

n ak xmrh kot kalo tegur baek2....ni x....ckp org tu nk mrh je////heii....ingat ak ni binatang ke nk halau2 lak...plissssssssssssss ar....ak plg benci org cm ni...tlg ar jaga adab....tlg ar jaga hati org len....ish...memg trase gler la....dah tu tgh ak mrh..jgn la tgur ak...nnt naye korg....xpyh tgor...dh taw ak mrh nk p tgur lg wt pe an....dh la korg halau ak...pastu ble lak tanye ak mrh ke x....subhanallah....so cruel la korg...ak taw la ak may be xlayk nk kwn dgn korg...tp pliss la...be a good person....speevh tu jaga....jgn men redah je ckp....

sori to say la....ak kalo mrh xlame...tp dendam memg lame....sori la ye....bkan skali ko wt ak cm ni....dh bpae kali dh...ishhh....plisssssssssssss la....jgn ganggu emosi ak lg....

smpena bdayku...

hmm...smalam bdayku.....sblm bdayku,mlm tu ada test fizik nukleus....hmm...tahla..xtaw la cm ne dgn fizik nukleus tu....blur hbs/...tp still ble jwb...alhamdulillah....i try my hardest...hmm....ptg tu bli mkann kt bazar...target bli kueh je...mlm nnt bru nk p kafe bli mkanan...tp malangnya kafe tutp sudah..huaaaa

so,mkn ruski....tp still xkenyang...klaparan thap gaban....haha...last2 ajak nad p k9 bli chic chop...tp may be rezki ku utk dibelanja olh x-rmate ku...kah3....tpat kol 12pg, 31ogos....nad tlh membelanja ak McD...waaaaaaaaaaaaa....terharu.....mlm tu aku,nad,lin n syu kuar p McD....tp time kt mcd tu takot gak lo...cz ada geng mamat gatal gak la an...kaco x-rmate ku....rsau gak kitorg....seb baek xda pape blaku...alhamdulillah slmt....

pg 310gs, ad klas anatomy....sebaek je smpai klas...still xmula lg....rupa2nya rmai lg yg lmbt dtg....huaaaaaaaaaaa....terlalu awal lak sy dtg..kah3....klas 6jam...xdtg mati la xdpt jwb anatomy nye exam...huh...bahaya2...kt klas aku plg ngantuk....tp best cz borak2 dgn ana,aj,ayat n dak2 klas....hahahha....dgr je doc ajar....tp skit2 je...hihihi

ptg tu balek trus tdoq...xlart nk stdy letronik....rabu mlm lak letronik...huhhu....naye2....nk give up pn ada....tp ku pujuk hati ini spy tabah hadapi sume ini...daebak!!1 inilah kate smgt yg plg ak ske....hehehe

mlm..................huhhuhuhu....ak dpt lg mkn free...yeah/....hehe...dpt kek coklat secret recipe...hmm...sdap222......besar....smpai sahur ak mkn....waaaaaaaaaa...nk lg/...papepun memg trign nk mkn kek bday ni...dpt gak...thanks ye shbt yg blanje kek...hehehe...



terharu.....sdap kek tu...hmmm....cm nk nangis je dpt...hahaha....papepun thanks ye kt sume yg wish n doa tuk ku...hmm...just mengahrp kt seseorg...tp dia xwish pn...hmmm...sdih....tp ape nk wt....sapelah diriku padanye... =(