would u marry me?hahaha

..hihi....note ni dibuat time mataku xble pjam....n bru pas mam maggi...so xbek tdo g kan...al-kisah...haha...tetibe terdetik hati utk pkir psl kawen..pkir je bru...huhu...xde calon g...ermm...xlame g dh nk hbs blaja...kalo kejar cita2....lmbtla kawen....tp nk kawen cpat....hahaha...may be korg pkir driku xbtol bila tulis psl ni...tp..tah...tetibe nk tlis.

laki idaman???ermmm...ade kot...o xde...tah la...huhuhu....

betapa bahgianye ...

yesterday...i'd done my operation

uhhu....till now..i can't still imagine what happened to me yesterday...seriously i feel like difficult to breath...very difficult..my respiratory...huhu..forget it...

at 8.00 am...i'd arrived at pusat kesihatan utm...with my classmate,aisah....thanks to god cz she want to be with me....actually i feel very scare to did the operation...of coz la....this is my 1st time in my life to do an operation....although it is only minor operation...but still feel very scared...

the night before i done it,i cannot sleep...huhu...my fren said that "it's just a small operation lo....dont be scared...." haha...
actually i hate dis word...because 4 me major or minor operation still involve our heart...n the main is 4 our life...may be i'm a bit sensitive bout this...but..if u know bout me...u can understand why i'm scared...huh....

tired to speak in english...haha...but i must practice my self to write n speak in english...during the operation...

1)the doctor was bius my mouth,,,so i cant feel pain while she "cut my bone"...huuuu....saket...haha
2)the doctor n her partner still talking while do my operation...still laughing each other....xtaw ke time tu org tgh saket gler menahan....
3)after that,she cut my teeth bone...then godek2 gg ku...smpai saket nk gler...huu..but i still try to make sure my self look very cool...hihihihihi...n i'm always pray to Allah ..i hope my beloved teeth will let go me from feel very pain...huaaa...i love my teeth...hihihi...n always zikir to the most merciful..
4)sush gler kot gg itu maw bepisah dgnku...hingga air mataku keluar...barula gg yg degil itu tecabut...mata pn sdih bila gg itu di cabut..alangkah sdihnye perpisahan ini...knapa?knapa ko harus pergi dr hidupku wahai gg...hehe

merepek dh...gg tu sbenanrye gg yg bru tumbuh time exam sem lpas...saket dh lame...so kne buang....gg tu ad infection....terpaksa dihapuskan....bkan sbb mkn gula2 ea..hehehe...

smpaila gg tu kuar....suddenly....hahaha....when i used this word "suddenly"...someone dh tegur sy ...dia kate mmg ske gne suddenly ea...?haha...may be pasni sy gne frequently la plak....somenone?hmmm.....eh...smbg cter...huhu

suddenly,gusiku trase saket yg teramat....then the doctor tell me that there are many luka at my mouth ...semua gara2 operation...haaaaaaaaaa...kalo nk tahu...bius itu hanya than lam beberapa mint je....pembedahanku slame 1jam 30minit....tp disebabkan gg ku xmo berpisah dgnku...maka.....akulah yg plg merana.....slps bius tu hilang....mmg saket time doc tu godek2.....ak dpt rase yg gg ku.di cungkil....di gerudi...di potong tulang.....waaaaaaa....nilu....seb bek xtepotong lidah...huhuhu....pas slesai gg di kuarkan....doc tu pn jahit....eeeuuwww...time doc tu tarek benang jahit tu........ishhh..nilu....terasa ade benda begerak...errr....menakotkan...huhu

kini..maseh saket...dpt MC 2 hari...heheh...then bila duk sorg2 ni ske mlayan perasaan....n tetibe o suddenly nk tulis blog lak...rabu dpan kne p lik jmpe doc tu tuk bukak jahitan.....uhhhh.....saket..

tp kan...sem ni byk dugaan...coz byk kali saket....tp time saket mulut ni nk becakap je...ahahahah...now,..bru sy tahu operation bsar o keck mmg mlibatkan nyawa...antra idup n mati...ptot la...arwah kawn sy tkot nk wt operation..hmm....kalo nk wt operation kne smangat kuat....kuat sgt...bru ble wat...inikan pula operation bsar..hmm...now i know...suddenly..

hazard feeling..

haha...tetibe terasa nk gne pekataan hazard tu...on saturday n sunday i had attended the degree++...i took course "safety,health and environment in practical industry training"...so...from this time i think i want to learn to speak english more frequently although all of u cannot understand what i wrote....i must try harder to make my english is more powerful n superb..actually i'm very weak in english...although i can write the sentences in english...my speaking is very bad..like i do rite now..hahaha...not very good in speaking...fuhhh...ok...mian2x...sori coz it is too long i merepek...hahahaha..ok2...

actually hazard is something that can harmful us....can cause death also...so,hazard is something that can cause us death...for me...hazard can be divided into some part....hazard can be anything..for example...a tiger..like my lecturer said....we can shoot the tiger when it want to eat us...hahahaha...ayat budak tabika...xpe2..i try my best to wrote whatever i want to write...when we shoot that tiger...of coz la it will die...hahaha...

what's going happen on me actually...i feel distressed....very stress+strain...huhu...hazard?

hmm...actually my feeling is a hazard....this hazard can harmful my heart...oh no....what should i do???sorry my beloved heart...i dont want to hurt u..but i dont know what to do...ooo yeahh...maken merepek....hhahaha

apa kah yg harus di ungkapkan tika ini...my feeling..my self....actually i had to do small operation lorr.dis operation on 23feb...so i feel very uncomfortable rite now...huhu...may be because i feel there is no one beside me...or next to me...i need my family...i miss my family.. T_T so sad....waaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

hazard.hazard...on this wednesday...i hope i ok2 aje...huhu...hope nothing bad will happen with my self...actually i scare n afraid bout my respiratory system...hmmm...donno to describe anymore....just try my hardest to do anything...

rite now i think bout my stdy...my family...my GOP to korea...oh god....help me....n my future...when i think bout my future....i feel happy...hahahaha...may be dh xsabr nk hbs blaja 2012 ni...after i graduate what should i do?

ermmm....many things i had think...wahahaha....tah ape2...kadg2 tepkir nak kawen aje...kikikikiki.....skrg dh 21 thun...dh nk tua dh...but my habit n style still not matured....my fren always said that i still like a child...kah3....very funny.....till rite now i had no bf..wahahaha...nevermind...i dont think bout that....one day...i just want my future husband...after graduate....if ade org msuk minang...ape g...accept aje la...haha.....but i will think 1st...actually sy ni cerewet sgt2....even mr sister n my mom always membebel kalo jaln dgn ku..coz diriku akn pergi byk tmpt time shopping..just a window shopping...i love to see fashion n design...but not interested to buy it...haha...

waahhh...mcm byk lak melalut...whatever...at least i wrote what i think...daebak!!daebak nabilah farhana zulkifli!!!huhuhu...give spirit to self..now i cannot sleep...donno why...huhuhu ^_^

useless

skrg ni rase cm xbeguna lgsg..xtaw nape.//may be byk pkir...may be rsau sume benda...maybe xnk blaja dh kot...mmmm..tahla....sush nk phmkan dri sndri...subhanallah...xtaw la cm ne...apetah sbenarnye....

sejak2 nih rase smgt nk p klas tu cm xde je...pelik....dlm klas plg ngantuk...xpkir psl stdy...tp tetibe pkir psl mak ayh n adk2..hmm...mcm ade benda yg mhalang....siries mmg sush sgt nk blaja skrg....

scr trus trg nye..start sem ni mmg xblaja...hmm...ati dh mula rsau...skrg bcampur aduk kt otak...hmm...napela ble jd gni...subhanallah..hanya engkau yg tahu...n mmg ssiries rase nk ponteng klas aje....cz p klas pn xfokus....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....ape nk jd tah....