Tuesday, July 27, 2010

letih lor cm ni....................

hmm...laratkah aku menempuh hari2ku di utm nih.....aduyai....knape ea ak rase smaken lemah....sem lpas xcm ni pn.....ape dh jadi dgn dri ak nih sbnrnye......cpt sgt saket ati skrg....stress ke?hmmm....kalo ak stress dri ak memg dlm bahaya .....coz......doc ckp............hmm...xda papela.....huhuhu....

ak cm xlarat la tiap kali nk balik jalan kaki ni...bkan nk merungut....tp tahla...driku xbape shat tuk menempuh liku2 dugaan keperitan kesengsaraan kesusahan kesulitan n yg seumpamanya mcm skrg....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...bolehke ak nih....xlarat la.........xlarat g hidup ;...........hmmm.....nape ak rase xbahgia ea?ak ske bahgiakan org...ak ske tuk dgr maslah org...ak ske sdapkan hati org..tp nape.....nape ak rase ak xmcm dorg....xbahgia spt mereka yg ak syg..........inikah takdir hidupku?ak sndri xmengerti......

td mak tepon...mak tanye cm ne keadaan ....so ak ckp la ok je...just penat rase nk ulang alik tuk lik kolej hanya berjalankaki...ak taw mak ak rsau sgt dgn keshtan ak...tp ak xble nk wt pe....jika ak ad kemudahan kenderaan skalipn.....jika shbt ak menawarkan tuk pinjm moto ye p klas pn...ak tetp dgn keputusan ak...yg ak xkan pnjam....

hmm...antara sbb nye...kalo ak pnjam....ak hanye ble naek seorg saje....ak ad lesen L je pn baru...so xble la nk tumpgkan org...hmmm...thats why i cant receive that ....bkan ape...kalo ak lpaskan dri ak sndri...ak rase sush ati tuk dak2 len....ak xske tuk lpaskan dri sndri...i dont want to be a selfish human.....niat baek sahabat ku amat kuhargai......thanks sahabat.....

hmmm....g 1 pasl perasaan n hati...hmmm..ak mals nk pkir lor pasl ni sume...ak xske nk pkir2....tp nape ea...nape ak still tepkir pasl dia?
istimewa sgt ke dia di hatiku?....pnat tuk ak lupakannya....tp xbole.....xtaw nape.....letih la cm nih.,,,

byk nye nk tulis sbnrnye..nant2 lo smbg.....

2 comments:

  1. hmm..jaga ur health lo..mkn ubat..xde ubat...gi PK..amik..ishk2x..duk risaukn org jer..huhu..

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  2. hmm..insyaallah.....ko rsau ak ke?wah,,,terharu la...hehe

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